How To Deal With Masturbating Addiction-Personal Life Experience.
My name is Afolabi Immanuel
and i believe my masturbating life experience; how i deal and overcome
masturbation and addiction would be of a great help to as many who has
fallen victim to this self-tyrant of masturbation. However, i got
demonically stuck into masturbation for about 8 years, during which I
was afflicted by marine spirits and spirit wives, as revealed in my
dreams and confirmed by ridiculous experiences in my life.
I thought i was a cool Christian because though I masturbated, I did
never yielded to any sexual advances from ladies. I foolishly thought
masturbation helped me conquer fornicating physically with ladies, yet I
masturbated to piss-off some of these ladies or their images that I
always conjured up in my mind when doing the insane act.
I foolishly boasted of being a Christian because I had resisted temptations with ladies whom came tempting me (sometimes
in my room, a private office, etc. (Kindly note that I am sexually o.k
because during those temptations I did be highly sexually aroused, which
my tempters may notice.
At least I caught one of them stare hard at my groin region during one
of such experiences, while at most times I shielded this region from the
tempters or simply leave the venue of temptation) We need to understand
that Christianity is either we are being hot or cold. God doesn't even appreciate 99.9% holiness.
He expressly commands us to be holy as He's holy. So, for those who
thought am Joseph, please note that I was nothing but a pretender. To
get my clean sheet and destroy my sinful addiction, I decided to
practically get rid of masturbation and all erotic thought in my mind such as impure thoughts.
However, whenever I battled in prayers the gateway to my spiritual
challenge-masturbation, my contracts and business with international and
local organization will be cancelled and all my plans crushed.
Questionable, Christian ladies unsuccessfully approached me for sex even
in strange manners, while a few virtuous ones whom openly praised my
virtues left me for no reason. Almost everywhere I turned, people around
me rose against me. Those experiences were too gruesome for me. So, it
was easy for me to decide to continue living with my marine-spirit babe,
and personally pleasure myself in sin.
My concern isn't really about spirit wives, though they are consequences
of masturbation. I however, confronted my addiction. I decided to bear
the brunt that came with it. I aggressively prayed against the marine
spirits and spirit wives whom came into my life. I have narrated my
experience to show that Christianity is a battlefield and only those who will be victorious are the ones who can "resist the devil" even to the point of "resisting with blood"
HOW TO RESIST MASTURBATING ADDICTION.
The key to deliverance from all addictions is resistance, though it may
come with excruciating pain. God isn't a dictator who will just
manipulate us to becoming holy or victorious over an addiction. Moses
stayed without food on the mountain for forty days so as to conquer
flesh and be with God.
People who come out from the occultist world understand the principle
of "resistance" to securing deliverance, just as some people will
"resist with their blood" so as to attain salvation. Brethren, we've
got our parts to play as God's faithful to give us the Word to fight
our battles, as well as resist the Devil. There's no human logic
involved.
You have to "resist" it. Resistance is an action that involves "lots
of excruciating physical and spiritual struggles/ warfare’s/
disciplines". There were countless times that I did wake up when my
sleep was in "gear sweetness", just to pray. There were times I did
"strong erections", just out of nowhere, for "many straight hours" (I
guess you can't imagine the social, and psychological tortures as well
as embarrassments that came with the HOURS OF THE STUBBORN ERECTION).
However, if you fail to maintain and keep up the burning desire to deal
with masturbating addiction through resistance by severe prayer and
commitment. My dear, God did answer your prayers and saw your struggles,
but truth is: you failed to COMPLETELY do your own share of the battle.
Please, pray and practically resist it, despite the torture(s) that may
be involved.
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It may involve taking strolls; visiting Christians brethren even when
you should be indoors; not looking at ladies at all--till you defeat the
problem; not moving your hand anywhere close to your groin area; not
even looking at your organ; keeping off from all forms of porn’s and
seductive stuffs.
Hurriedly bathing your organ when you are having your bath; quitting watching the TV, etc
I can remember heavily masturbating to Rihanna's Rude Boy's music video
immediately it was released till my organ got painful sores. I felt a
strange sensation come upon me immediately I saw some visuals used in
that symbolically immoral video. After about 4 year that I saw the
video, I watched a Christian video that exposed some demonic signs and strategy used in that Rude Boy's video.
Some Nigerian artistes have joined Illuminati which is busy killing
souls of men, especially via immorality) Remember, better to pluck out
your eyes if it will take you to hell? (For those who may nurse thoughts
of marriage so as to solve the problem, please discard marriage as its
solution.
Solve your problem and then later think of marriage. I strongly
advise that if anyone is spiritually harassed by marine spirit babe/
boos/ babes/ omo-to-shans/ guys/ big boys/ badoos/
baddest-guys-that-liveth /etc etc, such a person must please run fast
for deliverance. When I was in bondage as a lukewarm Christian, at times
I was so much sexually harassed in dreams that I did wake up and be
stimulated to jerk severally.
Immediately, after breaking my fasting, or even during personal bible studies. I
had kissed a mermaid that came out from the ocean in my dream and done
terrible weird sexual acts in my dream despite being a "masturbating
virgin"
During my 8 years of my spiritual slavery to masturbation. (Kindly note
that I started that evil act in my late 20's, through porn, because as a
27 year old virgin, I was curious to know what sex was in real life.)
Eventually, after my deliverance I saw myself in dreams lifting a huge
stone to hit a fair (stainless babe) naked lady lying helpless in a pit.
I also saw a half-sized dead mermaid in the sink of a kitchen, among
other victorious revelations. I have pragmatically emphasizes much on
this post, so as to practically share some of my own EXCRUCIATING
experiences while dealing with masturbating addiction, that eventually
ushered me into my victorious Christian life.
Let us kindly note that this practical approach isn't "only" about
how to get rid or deal with masturbating addictions but how to
practically conquer sin, be victorious over Satan and demons, alongside be a terror--as a Christian--to sin, Satan and sickness. God bless us all.